Zooted. Me and Ringo smoke way too much weeeeeed.
rest in peace 8100911614 <3
rest in peace summer
rest in peace steven's weed
rest in peace yellow thumbs up
rest in peace daily hash bong rips
rest in peace insomnia
rest in peace chops to the face
rest in peace 8100911614
rest in peace 8100911614
rest in peace 8100911614
rest in peace 8100911614
rest in peace 8100911614
rest in peace 8100911614
rest in peace 8100911614
rest in peace 8100911614
8/16/09
8/13/09
56
Thizz is not what it is. Seriously. No more for me, if I can last this time. Last poill had hints of DXM and LSD in it. Became horribly ill and discomforted. Im done. Take a note of this.
Congrats on me for fucking up my brain so much within the past year. No seratonin, damaged kidney/ liver, reality grows fainter and fainter each day. I wake up every morning feeling like its the end of my life. I'm definetely not a morning person. Instantly when I get up, I have the urge to kill babies. So much bulkshit rage and depression hits me like a train for no reason. I blame pills. I also blame pills on my faint grip on reality, which I can never replenish.
Il never ever ever forget monday. 8/10/09, 1:16 pm <33333. r.i.p...="(
Well I'm off. The suns starting to go down. Time for one of those late night seshes. I'm sick of pipes and bubblers. YEE. My cousin is such a boss for plugging me with the best purple shake around. 24 grams for $60???? 10 grams for $40???? Supply and demand MASTERMIND. I've always dreamed of having my own personal FAT supply of weed. Thanks to him my dream came true....for a while.
Congrats on me for fucking up my brain so much within the past year. No seratonin, damaged kidney/ liver, reality grows fainter and fainter each day. I wake up every morning feeling like its the end of my life. I'm definetely not a morning person. Instantly when I get up, I have the urge to kill babies. So much bulkshit rage and depression hits me like a train for no reason. I blame pills. I also blame pills on my faint grip on reality, which I can never replenish.
Il never ever ever forget monday. 8/10/09, 1:16 pm <33333. r.i.p...="(
Well I'm off. The suns starting to go down. Time for one of those late night seshes. I'm sick of pipes and bubblers. YEE. My cousin is such a boss for plugging me with the best purple shake around. 24 grams for $60???? 10 grams for $40???? Supply and demand MASTERMIND. I've always dreamed of having my own personal FAT supply of weed. Thanks to him my dream came true....for a while.
8/2/09
55
Yee. More than a week without blogging. Nothing ever goes my way STILL. But hey, lotsa weed in my life as it is. =D
Heres a list of some shit that I'm either tryin to say to 1 person specifically, or everyone as a whole.
Bong collection
Needing to skate because its been too long
Having to do the fukin summer reading and senior exhibition fagit ass shit
New phone
The 1 goal I was hoping to have accomplished during summer is DEFINETELY not happening. It was literally a wave that went UP around.....last month. and now its down to like nothing. Like I said, shit never goes my way. Life fucks me harder than Lily Thai.
What else....psh nothing but blazin up every single day. Damn, give me something to do. I'm done workin. Or let me rephrase that....I QUIT
Should I go back to Terra Nova? Fa shoooooooooo. =D
Every now and then I take out my old phone and read these texts I have locked in. They kinda give me that happy reminiscence feeling, even though it probably means nothing now. Thats just what I think. Who knows. I could be wrong.
What the fuk is up with those doses? Get a sheet already, I been waiting too long...
You lied to me
All of you OHS heads that are a grade lower than me are fukin idiots. You know who you are. I know I've done some fuked up regretable shit during that one rally day. Remember when I STD'd and my defense and judgement were really....lowered? And that stuff I did during the field day section of the day? I don't know what the fuck I was thinking. I was drunk as christ and was wearing an unusually large pair of "beer goggles". If i hadn't of drank, FIELD DAY would have been different... Fuckin shame on me. Damn, if I could go back in time and kick my own ass....
Finally did it. Purple Butterfly for the senior picture. COKED OUT!! Wasnt even worth it.
Thanks for the super bong you fukin thief ass bitch.
I think I've smoked so much weed, popped so many pills, ate so many gooms, drank so many shots....that now my brain is at the point where I can't feel "jealousy" anymore. Like its the weirdest thing. Jealousy is an emotion that everyone feels almost daily, yet I don't feel it ANYMORE AT ALL EVER. Theres probably a big ol hole where my brain controls the jealousy emotion.
dont get skullcandy headphones. I got some maybe about a month ago. They worked good, I took GOOD care of them. I never fuked them up, or tangled them, or anything. and now they broke. No sound comes out of either of them anymore. FUCK
Heres a list of some shit that I'm either tryin to say to 1 person specifically, or everyone as a whole.
Bong collection
Needing to skate because its been too long
Having to do the fukin summer reading and senior exhibition fagit ass shit
New phone
The 1 goal I was hoping to have accomplished during summer is DEFINETELY not happening. It was literally a wave that went UP around.....last month. and now its down to like nothing. Like I said, shit never goes my way. Life fucks me harder than Lily Thai.
What else....psh nothing but blazin up every single day. Damn, give me something to do. I'm done workin. Or let me rephrase that....I QUIT
Should I go back to Terra Nova? Fa shoooooooooo. =D
Every now and then I take out my old phone and read these texts I have locked in. They kinda give me that happy reminiscence feeling, even though it probably means nothing now. Thats just what I think. Who knows. I could be wrong.
What the fuk is up with those doses? Get a sheet already, I been waiting too long...
You lied to me
All of you OHS heads that are a grade lower than me are fukin idiots. You know who you are. I know I've done some fuked up regretable shit during that one rally day. Remember when I STD'd and my defense and judgement were really....lowered? And that stuff I did during the field day section of the day? I don't know what the fuck I was thinking. I was drunk as christ and was wearing an unusually large pair of "beer goggles". If i hadn't of drank, FIELD DAY would have been different... Fuckin shame on me. Damn, if I could go back in time and kick my own ass....
Finally did it. Purple Butterfly for the senior picture. COKED OUT!! Wasnt even worth it.
Thanks for the super bong you fukin thief ass bitch.
I think I've smoked so much weed, popped so many pills, ate so many gooms, drank so many shots....that now my brain is at the point where I can't feel "jealousy" anymore. Like its the weirdest thing. Jealousy is an emotion that everyone feels almost daily, yet I don't feel it ANYMORE AT ALL EVER. Theres probably a big ol hole where my brain controls the jealousy emotion.
dont get skullcandy headphones. I got some maybe about a month ago. They worked good, I took GOOD care of them. I never fuked them up, or tangled them, or anything. and now they broke. No sound comes out of either of them anymore. FUCK
7/21/09
??
Unfortunate few days. I am the luckiest man alive. How often are you going to have a drug dealer get away with smoking a blunt in a drug free zone with a wallet full of cash and 3 izzles on him? It's because I'm smart. I am always 2 steps ahead of the cops. Fully searched, but they didn't find SHIT.
Free my niga Jackson.
Free my niga Jackson.
7/10/09
53
No one blogs anymore. This here shows my sense of commitment. Maybe it tells you about me..hm.
Fuck today. So bland. Threw James some bud and hit the bong right quick, then went back home.
But TOMOROW though.....ppppppppppppssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Catch me in the corner of the room by myself tokin a bong to the head surrounded by drunk bitches. Thats how it is.
Fuck today. So bland. Threw James some bud and hit the bong right quick, then went back home.
But TOMOROW though.....ppppppppppppssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Catch me in the corner of the room by myself tokin a bong to the head surrounded by drunk bitches. Thats how it is.
52
Ganja ganja ganja ganja ganja. Damn.
Afghani Grandaddy FTW
super silver haze hash FTW
Blue mystic FTW
Erkel FTW
My bubbler FTW
This Saturdays going to be FUCKED up. I need to watch myself..
Afghani Grandaddy FTW
super silver haze hash FTW
Blue mystic FTW
Erkel FTW
My bubbler FTW
This Saturdays going to be FUCKED up. I need to watch myself..
7/5/09
7/3/09
50
It' weird how if your experienced with an endless stream of the same emotion, it becomes less and less intense as it occurs again and again. It's like my brain automatically trains itself. I'm amazed that a single human brain can do this, in knowing that thoughts are tangable grips on past reality events. All of it in reality is converted into a perplex system of chemicals throughout the brain that work together to create an illusion that puts you in a situation as CLOSE to what YOU THINK is reality. Never underestimate your 5 senses. They are your only geteway into reality. Or at least what we THINK is. If our senses aren't feeling what they're feeling, then what's really going on?
Damn, I've been on psychadelics for the past few days. Weed on a daily basis, but other than that, an eigth of shrooms yesterday, 2 hits of acid today ALONG with a gram of gooms and some drank. Almost imediately, I view the MAIN effect of the drug is that my mind is filld with overactive thoughts that are just so logical, that if ignored, I feel like a part of me is lost. My mind streams with creativity and reason. It's like one portion focuses on univevrsal analysis, while the other controls daily activities and its intertwined connection of what my brain is lead to believe is the actual reality. I've been way too occupied with my endless thoughts. Thinking about just what composes my life, what makes me tick, and figuring out what I'm all about, and what I can do about it if theres a problem. I'm on a quest right now. All within my own mind, which everyone can admit and understand I am trapped in. Everyone is.
I'm starting to view reality in a completely different way. Without our senses aiding us, what is really going on? We don't know, because I believe everyones sense of reality is different from one another. Colors are plainly identified with the feeling they are associated with. i.e.: blue = cold, red = hot, green = healthy, pink = female, etc...
Anyways with all that aside, I'm not doing too good. My dad's court hearing was today, still don't really know whats going to happen to him, and eh. Other shit. Just don't worry too much like the rest of them. I can think my way through it.
Damn, I've been on psychadelics for the past few days. Weed on a daily basis, but other than that, an eigth of shrooms yesterday, 2 hits of acid today ALONG with a gram of gooms and some drank. Almost imediately, I view the MAIN effect of the drug is that my mind is filld with overactive thoughts that are just so logical, that if ignored, I feel like a part of me is lost. My mind streams with creativity and reason. It's like one portion focuses on univevrsal analysis, while the other controls daily activities and its intertwined connection of what my brain is lead to believe is the actual reality. I've been way too occupied with my endless thoughts. Thinking about just what composes my life, what makes me tick, and figuring out what I'm all about, and what I can do about it if theres a problem. I'm on a quest right now. All within my own mind, which everyone can admit and understand I am trapped in. Everyone is.
I'm starting to view reality in a completely different way. Without our senses aiding us, what is really going on? We don't know, because I believe everyones sense of reality is different from one another. Colors are plainly identified with the feeling they are associated with. i.e.: blue = cold, red = hot, green = healthy, pink = female, etc...
Anyways with all that aside, I'm not doing too good. My dad's court hearing was today, still don't really know whats going to happen to him, and eh. Other shit. Just don't worry too much like the rest of them. I can think my way through it.
7/2/09
49
49'th post. Y33.
Managed to cop 1/4 of gooms. all of that is for fourth of july
Hopefully dropping tomorow. If plans go out the way I expected. Hm..
IF you see me, you'd catch me with dilated pupils chewing on my strawberry bannana LSD gum.
I guess my dad knows that I sell now. His attitude didn't change whatsoever. I guess it's one of those "if anything happens, its YOUR responsibility" kinda thing.
Damn. I have no attitude towards anything whatsoever. Feeling incredibly blank. No bullshit, but I stopped selling pills. And I'm going to take a long break on those.
I wonder if people would read a book that I wrote. About my philosophies and experiences from age 1 to now. All I need is Oprah to get on that shit, and I'm a rich ass bitch.
Managed to cop 1/4 of gooms. all of that is for fourth of july
Hopefully dropping tomorow. If plans go out the way I expected. Hm..
IF you see me, you'd catch me with dilated pupils chewing on my strawberry bannana LSD gum.
I guess my dad knows that I sell now. His attitude didn't change whatsoever. I guess it's one of those "if anything happens, its YOUR responsibility" kinda thing.
Damn. I have no attitude towards anything whatsoever. Feeling incredibly blank. No bullshit, but I stopped selling pills. And I'm going to take a long break on those.
I wonder if people would read a book that I wrote. About my philosophies and experiences from age 1 to now. All I need is Oprah to get on that shit, and I'm a rich ass bitch.
6/29/09
48
Got my hands on a peice of gum laced with 2 hits of acid. when am i gona do this thing????
As ringo says, i NEED a chop to the face after work. i think i got bank to get that covered for tomorow.
FUCKING BLUE BALLS! No point in telling me, you know?
As ringo says, i NEED a chop to the face after work. i think i got bank to get that covered for tomorow.
FUCKING BLUE BALLS! No point in telling me, you know?
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